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May 8th, 2004


06:07 pm - Stand up and be proud.
You thought it wouldn't end.
As a friend I am glad it did.
Just relax and enjoy your new found fame.
I love you too, so don't worry about shame.

You broke the barrier all by yourself.
Now fly above the others like you were meant to be.
Superior to them.
Superior to me.

Be proud to have the skill that I lack.
Cause god knows I gave you alot of flack.
You have the power to do anything.
I am proud of you my love.
Current Mood: cheerfulcheerful
Current Music: Frank Black- Ole Mulholland

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May 7th, 2004


12:52 am - How come I cant fall alseep? All my organs are in place I think.
I'm having trouble sleeping for some reason. Last night I stayed up reading star wars novels. Then I had a weird ass dream about episode three. I really didnt want to go to school today(yesterday I suppose). First period is just complete bullshit. David hasnt been showing up to second period...I am fucking pissed at him. Third is alright on occasion as long as I am making fun of the right people. Fourth....BORING! Fifth....Beyond pointless. Sixth...getting old.

I came home and fell asleep for a good 4 hours. More weird dreams. I watched surviver cause I was extremely bored. Then I listened to episode I sound track. Read over some of my stories. Tried to go to sleep. Ended up here. Heh, I feel like writing more so I will ramble on.

ITS 1 IN THE MORNING YEAH!! YEAH!! Lets have a fiesta and an orgy.
Its freaking cold and I AM HORNY!! YEAH!! YEAH!! YEAH!!
ITS 1 IN THE MORNING YEAH!! YEAH!! Lets have a fiesta and an orgy.
Good little gum drops dancing about skipping along with the trees.
I want to sing.
Please.
Yum Yum Donuts.
Angry mob on the run.
German tooth.
Spanish whore.

oh vell.
Current Mood: cocky
Current Music: Crickets

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April 24th, 2004


05:12 pm - Episode III
I really wish episode III would come out like tomorrow but instead it's coming out in a year. It's very interesting that whenever I get into writing my star wars novels the next star wars movie is about a year away. I always get so excited, thinking that the next movie is going to rock and blow my mind and then is stinks..aka Episode I/II.

I think it was yesterday that I realized that I had changed. I was looking over my diary and it reminded me of being in love. I really miss being in love. It was like reading something so wonderful and then knowing that in the end it all ends in misery. Losing my gf, my friends. It also made me realize how cold hearted I have become because of it. Not only that, lately I have been trying to act more like other people, because I thought if I was more culturally acceptable that it would attract girls. And it did. Some girls started to like me at school, but then I realized that these girls liked a person that didn't exist. I really just wish that they liked me for who I am. But I lost who I was(Through the past 8-9 months of my life.)

Oh well.
Current Mood: sadsad
Current Music: Alot of songs by The cure

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05:10 pm - Change
It pains me to see you like me.
Your crafty ways were my inspiration.
To play that happy song again.
But now your plush exterior is gone.
And I want you to be you again.
Because being you is so much better than being me.

The grass isn’t greener my friend.
Yet I can’t help but skip along.
You show me your good looks everyday.
In oh so many ways.
So why is it that you’re lonely?

I wish you would let me in.
We could be such a great pair of twins.
But instead you made me cry today.
Held your head in shame.
You did nothing wrong my dear.
It was them.
The ones that make you feel blue.
The ones that make me feel blue.

Join me and we will forever wash away this uneventful day’s shame.
Current Mood: calmcalm
Current Music: Not much

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05:08 pm - It must be true
I wish I was the solid stone man.
He has these pretty blue eyes.
Women love to adore him.
It just can’t be true because it’s you.
It must be true because it’s you.

Ok Sammy I’ll be the wizard today.
I want to feel your hand taking me underground.
Sweet Sweet you, this feeling must be true because it’s you.
I want you to grow up so I can start loving you.

I know this girl and she turns me on just like you.
At least I am hoping that that is true.
Someone will give me a break from you.
I want you to be true.
Because without you I am blue.
But what if it’s blue, then is it true?
I can’t take it if it’s true.

Because without you I am blue.
And I love you.
Current Mood: busybusy
Current Music: A perfect circle- Three libras

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April 18th, 2004


08:17 pm
This week at school has been really good. Our team won in monopoly. Beat out the armos. David is the heart of the team. I am the brains of the team. Patrick is the dice roller/money handler and Justin is the recorder. We make an awesome team. Were gonna kick ass in the championship round.

Mr. T is awesome. Fucking funniest teacher EVER!!!!! I am going to ask him to have a debate with Mr. Gugas. If they those two debate..OMFG! my life would be complete.

"Ok Mr. T let's talk about World War II." -Gugas

"Pleeeeeeaaasssee Stop." -Mr. T


P.S. "We were the red army...no...THEY were the red army..wait..Moe?...were we the red army?" "I dunno, I got a 25%, but gugas says I'm improving."
Current Mood: amusedamused
Current Music: Vaselines- Jesus wants me for a sunbeam

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April 17th, 2004


07:19 pm - Happy.
Today was a very nice day. I went bowling with my family and then minature golfing too. I beat everyone in golf, hehehe. I am finishing off my Jedi stories. It's almost complete. I feel real exicted.
Current Mood: happyhappy
Current Music: Fiona Apple- Shadowboxer

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April 9th, 2004


10:34 pm - Me
I am mellowing out. Which is a good thing because it reminds me of when I was fourteen. So.....that's that. Oh and I wrote two more poems today.
Current Mood: busybusy
Current Music: Coldplay- The scientist

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April 8th, 2004


10:43 pm - Disregard Society and make it true
I'd rather be a bird.
That way I could see without these sun glasses.
And I could sail, wail, age, dale, and tale.
Jousting for Justice.
Managing is the key.

You probably love me.
I admire you for your courage.
It’s uncommon to wonder when you’re wonderful.
It’s not uncommon to have beauty when you're beautiful.
Ok so I'm Gay.
Who wasn't gay in the 50's?

Must I go on.
How can I go on?
Forever I try and tell.
Funny how it never spells.

So it's true.
What's it to you.
You can’t take anything away from me and make it you.
Current Mood: chipperchipper
Current Music: Blue Oyster Cult- Don't fear the reaper.

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February 22nd, 2004


05:17 pm - It's good to be back 3.

Jon

 

The big word.

Is on a plain with no herd.

Play, yes.

Have fun, no.

Ok?

Sure.

Run away?

No.

 

Justice does him well.

Well or good?

Both.

Can’t or do?

Both.

Play?

Ok.

Have fun and run away?

Sure.

 

Cum and suck away my heart.

Gum?

For fun.

Just for fun?

Yes.

Run away?

No.


Current Mood: ecstaticecstatic
Current Music: Sublime- Wrong Way

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